The Poetry of Pain

In 'Elegy,' Mary Jo Bang finds inspiration in the darkest of places.

Once, years ago, I visited the home of a family whose son had died in childhood, and watched a video tribute the parents had made to the life of their child. Weeping, I resolved not to buy a camcorder myself until my children were grown. I don't even carry their photographs. "I'm a writer," I tell people. "I'll describe them to you." But when a child dies, the most ordinary detail can detonate unexpectedly, even in the hands of a professional. In "Death Be Not Proud," the 20th-century journalist John Gunther described his son, Johnny, who died of a brain tumor in his teens: "He was very blond, with hair the color of wheat out in the sun, large bright blue eyes, and the most beautiful hands I have ever seen." It's easy to imagine even the prolific Gunther, author of more than two dozen books, knocking off for the day to pour himself a stiff one after typing out the line about the hands.

Bang's poetry was inspired by the grief after her son's death

Verbal description and visual depiction have their place in memorials, but they lead us down the petal-strewn path of sentimentality. Compare them with "Elegy," by Mary Jo Bang, which recently won the National Book Critics Circle award for poetry—a collection written in 12 months after the author's son, Michael Donner Van Hook, died of an overdose of prescription sedatives. Here is the nearest thing I could find in Bang's book to what Gunther wrote about Johnny:

… I've conjured a body
In the chair before me. Be yourself, I tell it.
Here memory makes you
Unchangeable: that shirt, those summer pants.
That beautiful face …

Well, she would think him beautiful, but the passage, pivoting like a steel cell door on "unchangeable," tells you nothing in particular about Michael. Bang's subject is her own inner state. Her task is to distill tragedy to pure, shockingly potent grief. What difference does it make to you, the color of his eyes?

The poems grew out of jottings in the days after Michael died, in June 2004, alone in his New York apartment. Bang, aware of her son's addiction problem, spent the day calling him from St. Louis, where she teaches creative writing at Washington University. Michael, her only child from an early, failed marriage, was 37, an aspiring artist with the easy charm of the addict. Bang noted the bas-relief at the entrance to the morgue where she identified Michael's body, which became a leitmotif, framing an unspoken question: who, in some remote bureaucratic age, had bestowed this decorative touch on this grimly functional room? "I was embarrassed to be doing it," she says, "because it showed some kind of remove that I didn't have, to be observing. But I'm a writer, always recording the world. That's how you train your mind to work." ...

•	The Poetry of Pain Newsweek, Monday, June 2, 2008 Byline: Jerry Adler, NEWSWEEK